[mourning] pigeon.

its the species of pigeon my dad hunted with a frickin bb gun today.

i cried.

dadgum it. i cried after reading the wikipedia entry on mourning pigeons. i practically sobbed after reading how those pigeons practice monogamous partnerships. i started to think about the partner of the pigeon that perished at the hands of my dads bb bullets. sigh. its such a nightmare to think about.

but seriously. i have a soft spot for animals. ironically im not even an vegetarian.

i feel like a complete douche. i keep criticizing animal cruelty but i cant even stay abstinent from meat.

i should punch myself in the face.

ps. i didnt eat the pigeon. its just too much carnage for me.