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Monday, June 22, 2009

the worst pain i've felt in years.

i recently jammed my finger in a door, which i thought was the worst pain i have felt in a few years. BUT, i just had to out do myself.

yesterday was father's day. to celebrate, i grilled up a few shish-kabobs and afterward my family and i went to a golf course, i played 4 holes.

when i got home, everything was fine. i took a shower and went to bed at 12 am. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN at 5 am, i woke up , tossing and turning. i felt uncomfortable and could not fall back into sleep. so i went downstairs. AND HOLY MOTHER OF GOD, while i was walking, i felt an immense and intense pain near my stomach and felt it move towards my back near my kidneys. this pain would fade away and start over again. by the time i reached the kitchen, i was gasping for air. i quickly grabbed my aspirin and lied down on the sofa. i was soaked in cold sweat. but thankfully the aspirin saved the day. after the pain gradually became mild, i fell asleep again.

im feeling better now, but i wonder what happened.....hope it wont be chronic :(

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